Tuesday, December 20, 2011

DREAMS

Last night I had a dream that when I woke up I felt at peace.  Lately, I've been giving a lot of thought to the type of man to date.  Should he be Jewish or does it really matter?  I've been thinking this for quite some time.  But last night before I went to bed I had a lot of thoughts going through my head about Chanukah since tonight is the first night.  But I guess somewhere in my subconscious that dating question was lingering around more than I thought.  The dream I had took me back to someone I dated and cared for deeply many years ago but living now in the present.  This man in my dream somehow communicated to me it didn't matter what religion I am and what religion any man is as long as there is respect for each person's beliefs.  This is something I know on the surface but my heart struggled with.  I woke up feeling at peace it doesn't matter what religion any man I date is and it's okay to date someone who isn't Jewish.  To feel at peace in my heart means so much more to me than what my head tells me.  I really believe it was a message from G-d to just be me and don't worry about anything else as he will make sure everything turns out as it should.